Today I’ll buy something cute,
for Friday business in the City.
Although my errands should have been done yesterday,
the lazy cut fits.
I’ll be buying some armor
of some superstitious self-esteem.
Wool-something to protect against the setting freeze,
some new shoes to carry me through the door.
So I finally broke up. [about a month ago]
Needless to say it’s been a long time coming - it’s almost funny how it happened in an instant. His apparent realization that our 4-year relationship should never be built on trust did it in. Long story short, my ex-“boyfriend” of 4 years has been totally absent for the past month, and I kind of really like it. I’m depressed and what not, I’m not even going to classes, but truth be told I feel like I’m doing alrght. My job at BAM is starting up again, and I like not having the pressure from walking on eggshells for someone.
I’m starting to fantasize about calling him, but I can’t as I’ve deleted his number and never memorized it. Ahhhh, I may just be a lazy boyfriend or maybe this is dating in a technological age.