June 2010
1 post
January 2010
1 post
December 2009
1 post
Today I’ll buy something cute,
for Friday business in the City.
Although my errands should have been done yesterday, the lazy cut fits.
I’ll be buying some armor
of some superstitious self-esteem.
Wool-something to protect against the setting freeze,
some new shoes to carry me through the door.
November 2009
5 posts
September 2009
1 post
Single.
So I finally broke up. [about a month ago] Needless to say it’s been a long time coming - it’s almost funny how it happened in an instant. His apparent realization that our 4-year relationship should never be built on trust did it in. Long story short, my ex-“boyfriend” of 4 years has been totally absent for the past month, and I kind of really like it. I’m depressed...
May 2009
3 posts
web ?.0
i am so fucking sick and tired of people trying to make their their pet dog my friend on facebook. i can’t even have my own reallife cat (fuck you allergies) so why would i want to associate with your dressedup dog in my online life. ugh! instead of being buds with pets online i AM happy (seriously) that a lot of my older family members and colleagues have gotten on facebook. (thank you...
February 2009
1 post
January 2009
1 post
November 2008
15 posts
today i ...
i didn’t go to class today, didn’t do my paper for it either.
but i gave a sandwhich i stole from work to a homeless guy asking for change.
i won’t allow myself to feel like i am going to the pits, therefore;
my soul is too kind.
October 2008
27 posts
for whatever reason, i’m fixating on the rememberance of my high school graduation.
it’s upsetting to me that i can’t place my ‘feelings’ of the moment; i can remember the ceremony itself, i remember having my special medal for graduating with honors, i remember hat tossing, but i almost don’t remember anything afterwards. i’m certain i saw my friends...
it’s a sleeping pill kind of night.
i’ll be down in 60.
Getting Out What I Feel
I face my wine, unaware of darkness growing,
the...
– Li Bai (701-762)