Single.
So I finally broke up. [about a month ago]
Needless to say it’s been a long time coming - it’s almost funny how it happened in an instant. His apparent realization that our 4-year relationship should never be built on trust did it in. Long story short, my ex-“boyfriend” of 4 years has been totally absent for the past month, and I kind of really like it. I’m depressed and what not, I’m not even going to classes, but truth be told I feel like I’m doing alrght. My job at BAM is starting up again, and I like not having the pressure from walking on eggshells for someone.
I’m starting to fantasize about calling him, but I can’t as I’ve deleted his number and never memorized it. Ahhhh, I may just be a lazy boyfriend or maybe this is dating in a technological age.
